The Heart Awakening Revolution Therapy. Helping women live and love with Heart-Centred Power and Confidence.
The Will of Our Heart is to Open
Our heart has its own will. Our heart is seeking freedom and expansion, unhindered from constraints, albeit emotional traumas, bitterness, resentment and judgement. Our heart’s desire is to open and bloom unrestricted regardless of any past abuse, abandonment, neglect and loss.
‘Innate within the rose is the will to self-actualize, to expose it’s true, fundamental beauty to life. This also, is the will of the heart.’ Sandy Robson
Internal Conflicts
Abuse, abandonment, neglect and loss can cause immense internal suffering. These traumatic components create a dense pain-body, a negative energetic structure (NES) that has a will of its own and directly influences our choices, levels of self-esteem, worthiness and ability to love ourselves. This NES creates an internal and external reality, showing up as life, determining relationships, levels of abundance, success and defines our experiences. The will of the pain-body always wins unless our internal issues are healed, the dense energy released from our being, and the light is given permission and space to enter.
Our True Essence
Our essence is love, but we are born into a 3rd dimensional density, a patriarchal system that doesn’t resonate with heart-centred qualities of peace, kindness and compassion. As females we arrive already in a deficit, carrying in our DNA thousands of years of persecution, disempowerment, abuse, shame and fear, with the inherent knowing that our hearts are not safe. We must be guarded; we must be vigilant, and yet we must find the courage to stand strong in the face of considerable adversity as we navigate our way through life.
Innate Feminine Power
Yet the truth remains, we hold within us a lineage of healers, seers, prophetess’, the spirit of sacred witches, giving us every conceivable attribute we need to stand strong, regardless of the many trials we face in this life. I bow in reverence to all these women that came before me, and now energetically illuminate our path with their wisdom and Divine power. We are supported on our healing journey, because when we decide to heal, when we decide that we will not carry ancestral toxic shame, that it ends right here, we send a powerful decree and declaration into the Universe. Our words and intentions have immense power, even more so collectively. It takes courage and resilience, as we stand strong against the darkness that opposes our divine feminine power. We stand now because we have a choice, for hundreds of years we were muted, our power decimated, our bodies controlled.
It is time to stand strong with an open heart and vibrationally become a vessel of transformation, as we heal patriarchal wounding. Yes, we are that powerful, we have simply forgotten this vital fact.
“Regardless of any abuse, abandonment, neglect and loss, the will of our heart is to open” Sandy Robson
Untapped Heart-Centred Power and Potential
Within our hearts we hold immense power, to heal ourselves and others. Researchers have discovered that we radiate about 20 photons of light per second. Compare that with someone who meditates on their heart centre and intentionally projects love onto others and the world, they radiate a phenomenal 100,000 photons of light per second! When these photons are infused with a loving intent, they can literally change matter, healing illness and disease. Our heart stores information and continually with each beat, pulses this information through the body, expanding the cellular essence of that information through our being, a radiating vortex and the true source of human power.
Heart Opening and Potential
Emotional trauma, disempowering beliefs and rigid negative mindsets keep us anchored in the past, the NES devastatingly powerful, that any intent to access love is met with resistance. Predominantly that negative energy resides in the 3 lower earthly chakras’, creating obstructions and disallowing the Spiritual centre of the heart to open. Once trauma is released from the root, sacral, solar plexus and pain-body, and the nervous system brought back into balance, then true liberation occurs.
All in the Head
Deep healing is not accomplished by ‘talking it through’ (although there is a place for this). Healing requires accessing and utilizing deeper levels of consciousness, the subconscious and the Superconscious. In my own experience if talking it through worked, I would’ve been liberated from my past many years ago. After several years in counselling and psychotherapy, I became particularly adept at talking about my traumatic experiences, what I’ve now come to understand as a powerful defence mechanism. I was dissociated and fragmented. My heart and soul were calling me forwards, my pain-body, anchoring me very firmly in the past.
A Wake-Up Call
It wasn’t until I attended a workshop in 1999, that delved into the subconscious, that I realized just how traumatised I was. If ever something was Divinely guided, this was one of those synchronistic moments. I was in Waterstones looking for a particular book, as I reached up to retrieve this book off the shelf, another one fell out and landed at me feet. As I went to put it back, I stopped, feeling compelled to read the back of it. The title was ‘The Journey by Brandon Bays.’ I read it in one sitting and found myself at Brandons London seminar a month later. As I sat in the audience, listening to her speak about her traumatic past and healing journey, I became so triggered that my body broke into a cold sweat, I developed a pounding migraine, and I had to quickly leave the hall to vomit in the bathroom. I left the workshop, went home and literally couldn’t get out of bed for 2 days.
Deeper and Deeper
But Spirit guided me there, this I know. There were some very deep-seated core wounds to heal, and to be honest it scared me half to death. I had spent years distracting myself with drama, alcohol, prescription pills, and dysfunctional relationships. I was completely stuck in victim consciousness, but I couldn’t continue to ignore the fact that my body was buckling under so much unprocessed trauma.
I attended one of Brandon’s week-long retreats, and started my deeper healing process, one ‘Journey’ at a time. Eventually I became accredited as a Journey Practitioner and met one of my closest friends there, Nicky. All because I picked up that book!
A Change in Perception
The Journey changed my perception of healing completely. I was past talking, I was discovering the hidden depth of the subconscious, superconscious and the heart. I delved deeply into my spirituality, meditating regularly, and cleaning up my bad habits. My life became centred around finding answers to healing trauma, working with and helping women, and learning other transformational processes.
In this search I was ‘gifted’ a one-time experience of unconditional love, so profound and powerful, that it changed my perception of energy forever, and the power of my heart.
Experiencing Unconditional Love in Sweden
In 2017, my best friend Nina, told me about a friend of hers in Sweden who has an energy healing school, and she thought it would be a good idea for us to meet. Nina knows that I love to study anything that adds value to my clients, and I jumped at the chance. Suzanna and I connected on Zoom. Apparently, she had already received ‘psychic messages’ about my arrival in her life and intuitively knew that our paths would cross. Due to my work commitments, I was unable to attend her classes with other students, so with considerable effort on her part, she arranged to teach me privately. I was deeply honoured, but a little worried because I had no idea where the money would come from, to allow me to travel to Sweden several times over the coming months. However, the funds turned up suddenly, with an influx of private clients. I found a cheap airline, and Nina’s mother (whom I was very close) offered me a bedroom in her house, that was a short 20-minute drive to the healing centre. All good so far.
Anxiety
I loved every minute of my experience at the school, from learning more about energy, to channelling, discovering my psychic abilities, connecting with my guides, angels, and ascended Masters. To fast track my accreditation, Suzanna called upon her students and their families to receive healing from me, so I could complete the practical criteria within a week and achieve accreditation. It was tough going, with 3-4 healing sessions a day, but mainly because I was experiencing intense headaches and migraines, and dealing with ongoing extreme food sensitivities, that caused chronic anxiety. I wanted to give it my best shot, knowing that a lot of preparation had gone into this whole process, but my anxiety was through the roof. On top of that, Suzanna had said to me that ‘I was one of the most powerful healers’ that she had encountered in the school before, which made me feel amazing at the time, but anxious that people were now expecting a turbo-charged healing session. Obviously, there was no expectation from anyone, it was just my perfectionism kicking in (as a Virgo, if I can’t do it perfectly, then it’s not worth doing!) I managed to get through the week, albeit with constant headaches, sickness, and feeling generally unwell.
The Presence of Divine Love
On the final day of the training, as Suzanna spoke to me about using the energy of the Divine Mother Mary and unconditional love, in a session with a client, when it comes through. As she continued speaking, suddenly she stopped and went quiet for a moment then said, “Mother Mary is here, and she would like to tell you something!” Suzanna conveyed the message ‘you have experienced deep suffering, this is now coming to an end, and soon you will live a more peaceful life of your choosing’ Mother Mary told Suzanna that she will kiss my forehead and bless me. By this time, I had tears streaming down my face, and completely beside myself with emotion. I felt the kiss and at that moment my whole being flooded with peace and love. I could still vaguely hear Suzanna talking, but I felt such ecstasy, bliss and instant pain relief from my migraine, I just wanted to lie down and immerse myself in the experience, which I did for the next 5 hours. I didn’t want it to end, but the next day it had completely disappeared. Suzanna said this had never happened before with any of the students, I still don’t know why it happened to me. I told a few people over the years but received mainly negative responses (who does she think she is, sort of thing) I decided to keep it to myself, until now. Recently I read a book by Mel Robins called ‘The Let Them Theory’ and decided that I would no longer let other people’s opinions, judgements and criticisms stop me from being who I am and speaking about my experiences.
Writing blogs and sharing my experiences, is a part of that process, together with a new website.
One Final Divine Visitation
There was just one other time Mother Mary visited a few months later, in a therapy session with a male client, who sadly had experienced severe sexual abuse and neglect as a child. Mother Mary’s energy of peace and unconditional love suddenly filled the room, and flooded my being, it brought tears to my eyes. She directed me to place my hand on his heart, as she channelled energy through me, after 10 minutes she disappeared.
That magical, mystical moment in Sweden will stay with me forever. It isn’t the only mystical phenomena that I’ve experienced, but it was by far, the most profoundly beautiful and offered me a portal into Divine peace and love. It opened my heart.
Changes
Since that experience, I no longer doubt the presence of Spirit, I no longer doubt why I’m here. During Covid I was divinely guided to create and write the Heart Awakening Revolution Therapy. It took over 4 years, but it was worth it. I know it was guided by Spirit, and soon HART would be ready to launch into the world, specifically to help women heal core wounding and emotional trauma.
Also, I trusted my path more deeply, and knew any obstacles and challenges were ultimately for my growth, to dive deeper and continue healing and creating. My gut health issues starting to improve slowly overtime. A breast cancer diagnosis in 2024 took me on another spiritual quest, this time a plant healing retreat (not for the faint hearted), and sobbed for 2 days, as I released from my body the sexual trauma, I experienced at 2 years old. It felt like liberation, a ‘dark energy’ leaving my body that had stubbornly nestled itself inside me for 60 years.
Free at last!
Freedom
The Heart Awakening Revolution Therapy was created specifically to release the Negative Energetic Structure from the whole being, and to gradually allow the heart-centre to open, aligning with the will of the heart. I believe it is a state of being that we, as humanity, are ready for. We are moving into a 5th Dimensional paradigm that fully supports this intentional transition, away from the density of a patriarchal system. Away from a reality created from fear and shame. We have held within our DNA density and darkness for hundreds, if not thousands of years, its reign and power is coming to an end. This could be why Mother Mary blessed me on that unforgettable day in Sweden, to convey the message through Suzanna that I will start to live a life of my choosing, and not an existence programmed by the old paradigm. Now I choose liberation and peace, I choose to heal, to assist others heal, to open my heart and no longer be restricted, coerced and controlled by an archaic system that doesn’t possess a heart at all.
I choose to start a Heart Awakening Revolution! Will you join me?
Choose Freedom
If you feel that your past beliefs and traumatic events have held you back in life, then there is a way to heal, release and step into a new paradigm that is filled will absolute potential. My powerful, and transformative Heart Awakening Revolution Therapy is a safe, non-traumatising, and gentle process that works deeply, clearing emotional trauma, creating space for an energetic upgrade.
Email sandy@sandyrobsontherapy.com
Tel. 07581 209 583